Weblogging is a strange business. For me shusen.net has taken the place of a diary. A rather public one at that. Which doesn’t work in my favour in a lot of situations. But I will persevere and continue doing what I want to do.
My last two posts were written at a moment when I wasn’t feeling too good about myself. Very emotional pieces, real windows into my own personality. Just too bad that it’s only a small part of my personality, and it exaggerates a bit.
Those posts are true, but they do need to be read with a bit of salt. Probably a whole lot of it.
Not that it really matters, I do like the fact that people read my weblog. That it isn’t one of those completely forgotten corners on the internet. Of course, the fact that my sister called my parents because of something I’ve written did set me to think about it all.
And I came to the following conclusion. Fuck it, I’ll still write about what I want 🙂
“A rather public [b]one[/b] at that”
“perse[r]vere”
Otherwise, it’s fine. Except for the following.. What sister called your parents about what? 😛
Something about my parents not paying for my education anymore. The deal was they would pay 4 years tuïtion, after that I was on my own. And the oldest sister sort of panicked, and wanted to know if that would happen to her as well.
I didn’t know about that deal so yeah, I wanted to know what that was about…
You should’ve known your family reads this as well :-p (I don’t see you a lot and now I still know whats going one)
OH MY GOD SISTER ALERT CODE RED
*runs*
😀
muhahaha
So, did you go anywhere last night?
Yes I did.
Where did you go and who was with you!
Morbo demands reports!
(Also, good on you, Wolf, good on you.)
Oooh, it’s storytime!
You are aware that she might be reading along here?
And it isn’t much of a story. Decided to just go and see if she had yesterday evening. So I got on the train, sent a text message half an hour before arriving and getting an answer back that wasn’t too positive. “I thought you knew me better, won’t be home this evening”. I still continued on (was 5 minutes away), dropped a written letter and a photo off with her room mate, and went home again.
3 hours of train travel, lots of walking, and being slightly disappointed was the end result. Ah well, at least I did something, now time for the weekend! 🙂
Awesome! It shows you are not afraid to just go out and take action!
Respect dude! Bad timing ‘s all, but it’s good to know there’s hopeless romantics amongst us 🙂
And to end the story time for real.
I had a phone conversation with her this evening. Cleared some things up between us. I won’t post the details, but suffice to say, friends we shall be.
Good to know. It’s better to opt for friendship than lose one another entirely.
Restepe.
Welcome to the friends zone..
You say that like it’s a bad thing. I see it more as being released. I found closure now, and start just having fun while going out. Perhaps even (in the distant future) try to seduce random woman 😛
Ha! I found you!
Ok, it wasn’t that hard, seeing as you told me where to find you. But I still found you!
Well.. if you are into a girl, you don’t really want to be just one of her best friends, do you?
However, now that that’s over you can move on again. I’m expecting a report of you seducing a random woman by the end of the coming weekend. 😛
Not going to seduce random women, just going to enjoy myself and see what happens 😉