Sitting in the train back from Amsterdam. Where I’ve been to a photo exposition of a photographer I know. Overthinking my life, using my laptop and a mobile internet connection to write and send some emails. Being nerdy, but also making ‘efficient’ use of time that would otherwise be wasted.
I’ve been thinking, something I’ve been doing a lot lately, about why I do certain things the way I do them. And the preliminary conclusions show something that I’m not really proud of.
Well, things are turning out way differently then expected. Not all in a good way, but most of them aren’t bad perse.
Criticism is something I still have trouble handling, but I am getting better at it. And, sort of a miracle, I’m getting compliments as well, and believing them. Whoo for me, this might actually be working 😉
Continue reading “Fast Forwarding”
I try to be a photographer, I try to be a good photographer. The best way to become better is making photo’s and show them to people who’s opinion you care about. Another reason for me to show them to people who’s opinion I care about is fishing for compliments.
And that is where things often go wrong for me 🙂
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Weblogging is a strange business. For me shusen.net has taken the place of a diary. A rather public one at that. Which doesn’t work in my favour in a lot of situations. But I will persevere and continue doing what I want to do.
Continue reading “Salt”
Pining over a girl, never really thought it would happen to me. But it did.
After writing my last post I wrote a email, very honest, to the point, perhaps even logical. And then sent it to her. Haven’t heard from her since, but I do know she’s been online since I sent it.
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Funny how a simple thing as working too much can more or less destroy most of the zen I reached during the vacation in France. And now, school started again, I’m trying to give it a good start so I can set my first steps towards the end of college (which is still a good 2 years away)
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Because of a stupid mistake I made, I deleted the database for my weblog. Luckily, only for the wordpress one. So, Nothing really was lost 🙂